I knew it was now or never, so I slammed the shots back and opened the letter. Sure enough there it was, exactly what Spirit told me it was. I had a moment of realization that this is all real and Magick is real, because how else would any of this have happened the way that it did?
The day of the working, I just knew it was time. An ancestor of mine I had been working with showed up and literally said, “it is time.” And I knew what I had to do. It didn’t make sense at the time, but I trusted myself. I lit the candle and began to feel the energy around me. When it came time to decide what I was laying to rest, I thought of so many things. There were many things I was ready to change, and this was a time to shed my skin that I had outgrown so that I could step into the new version of myself that was ready to shine. And with that, I decided...
I was standing right outside the smoke shop when I got the news, a spot I have deemed my “sad girl spot.” This seemingly normal spot to the average eye, was a spot where my entire world shattered. I sat here at times when I wanted to revisit the moment, playing it over and over again hoping that it was all a dream and that it ended differently. I still sit here sometimes when I miss her, or when I’m dealing with heavy sadness or guilt or need to figure out a solution to a problem.
Did you know you can turn vaping into something magickal? In this blog post you will find some of the ways I found I can use my vape in my practice.
First and foremost, I want to put a disclaimer here that I am by no means promoting smoking/vaping, nor do I believe anyone should pick up the habit simply for the sake of magick. What makes my life so magickal is living my life with intention in every way possible. So with that being said, being that I already vape, I decided to look for ways that I can make it more magickal and intentional.
So I sat there, no idea what I was drinking, just that I could taste the cinnamon whiskey. It definitely wasn't what I had last time. It seems like I never truly know why my life has transpired this way, while at the same time knowing it was all going to happen either way.
